32

yesterday i turned 32.  

while my super-hot hubby and i hit the town, my kiddos made this little video for me with one of our sweet friends who was brave enough to take on 3 small children for a bit.

31 made me tired.  it was a good year, but in all was mentally & physically exhausting.  a new baby (who also happened to be the 3rd child), two demanding ministries, and the journey to jackson's diagnosis left me a little crispy.

but i am ready for 32.  i am excited.  32 is the year of my 10 year anniversary, my first trip out of the country, jackson entering kindergarten, and 3 children that can (maybe, sometimes) feed themselves.  32 is the year of consistency in my workouts, friendships, and time with my God.  

it is easy for me to get discouraged.  to doubt.  to feel alone and discontent.

32 is the year of recognizing the graciousness of Christ in my life.  counting my blessings.  understanding i can do nothing on my own.  recognizing the truly amazing people He has placed in my life and seeking ways to love them like they love me.  appreciating my unbelievably wonderful husband and working to serve him just a fraction as much as he serves me. 

32 is when i look to my Creator rather than myself.  sink into His arms.  allow Him to take control. 

32 is going to be good.

posted by shara